Shout my voice out

assalamualaikum..

do i have to do it now or not? Do i really know what i want or not? do i? hurmm....
Currently, i have been on something. Something that people may say desperate. But there is one link or i can say post of someone's blogs make me realize.

Should I or shouldnt I? The thing that I am afraid is I may lost my chance.I don't know what to do. I need to think more..hurm...

p/s: just short post since I think that I should shout my voice out.So, the blog is appropriate for me since I dont have many viewers... Thanks those who read it.. U know my heart now..Sengal pun sengal la..heheh =P